Reflections on 2012

I am writing this in Prague, they call this “a golden city”. I have wondered its streets reflecting back the year 2012, which in many ways has been a very good year for me.
I published my ebook “Loneliness of a 1000 Years” as a free download and it was downloaded over 30.000 times. I was stunned about this figure because I wrote this book first to help myself and secondly to help others. I did not feel I could take money from it. The response to the book was overwhelmingly warm and positive. It really seems to have touched many people. It makes me very happy.
In the music world, from the beginning of 2012, I was still suffering a heavy depression over the failure of Symfonia. I put all my heart and knowledge to that band and it just was not succesful enough. We might have been able to do a second album, but the news from Uli Kusch were that he would never play live again, which was not what we agreed in the beginning, poor sales and the lack of financial support made it impossible to continue the band. I know the badmouthing regarding that, but the decision was rational. And the feelings were bitter.
Around May I heard about the idea of Pledgemusic and crowdfunding, which seemed to be a great idea. I used a lot of time composing an album called “Credo” and I achieved the 120% target as well. But I did not feel right about this way of doing music.Yet. I think it could be the future of music, but it still has flaws in it. So I cancelled the campaign and put “Credo” on the shelf to wait for another time. It is not metal anyway, it is music that cannot really be cathegorized.
Much has been written about “Project Strato” and everything that I have written about it, is true. We have had and still have plans to release something together. But it probably, again, would not be metal. When me, Tuomo and Antti recorded “Dreamspace”, this was 20 years ago. So understandably none of us are in the same place anymore neither as humans, nor as musicians. We will have to see if we do something together. We do not have a need to release something. But if we feel like we do, then we will. Time will tell.
I have been in the music business for almost 30 years and everything in it has changed. What constantly makes me wonder is the critisism I receive about my ex band Stratovarius. I am not really fully aware of how extensive that is, but perhaps it is hard for (some) people realize that I will always be emotionally attached to Strato.And I think it is only natural that I care about what happens to it. After all, I spent 22 years in the band. After my departure in 2008, 5 years ago, we have been able to patch things up and shake hands.I am sincere, when I wish my old buddies all the best and luck they deserve as hard working musicians and cool guys. I am aware that what have come across in the press hasn’t always been appropriate. I have to apologize that. I can be a very moody person and some questions are quite provocative at a times. Still I take responsibility for my words and if they have offended Timo,Jens or Joerg, I sincerly apologize. And they know this. But they have a job to do. To take Strato further where they see it should go. My recent remark of “one tour and album with Visions line up was from my heart. It was not meant disrespectful to the current Strato. It is something that is not up to me to decide. I left and they have to continue. I only wanted to tell that if they one day feel like that, then I am up for it.
As to my personal life, after 2 very gloomy years, finally the sun started to shine and I noticed I was feeling happy. As I am writing this, I don’t think I have been this happy since I was 8 years old. I learned which people I needed to shut off from my life completely and who were my true friends. It was an invaluable lesson. It was priceless.
Next year, 2013, I will be 47. It is hard to believe how fast the time has gone by. I feel like it was just yesterday when I was 14.
But life goes onwards and not backwards and I have learned to listen to it.
I have grand plans for 2013. I will open a new mixing and mastering studio “STUDIOTOLKKI” in January with some cool people and I have some nice surprises coming as well. Overall feeling is very positive and I feel that every year will be better than the last one.
I also wish that for you, 2013 will be full of love,happiness,health,prosperity and all the positive things life is able to give you.
At the end of the day, it is up to you. Take care of yourselves and see you soon!

Yours,Timo

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13 responses to “Reflections on 2012

  1. Thanks for your words Timo, it’s always nice to hear your perspective of things πŸ™‚
    I wish u all the best for 2013! have a great time in Prague!

    p.s. I hope you’ll release Credo in the future, cause i’m so curious to listen to the music you composed this year πŸ˜€

    Alessandro

  2. Timo, you are a very special person, I feel really happy to see you happy. I wish you the best for yourself not only for this 2013 but for all the rest of the years of your life. You have given a lot of love to the people, I think it’s time for you to let you be loved. Many things happen because of “fear” if you think about it, a lot of people talk shit about you, this is just and example of this. I think they really care about you and feel fear about some decitions you have made (with all your right, because it’s your life and nobody else’s) and they don’t want to see you down. It’s been great to know your music, I thank God for it but itΒ΄s been greater to know you as a human being. Although I don’t like some of your music that you have released after Stratovarius, I will always be a fan and a true friend of yours. Take care Timo, a big hug buddy.

  3. Nice to hear that words. I bet you can’t imagine how huge, happy and positive feelings your music has always given me,
    Onnellista uutta vuotta! πŸ™‚

  4. You know, you write better than other WP blogger-gurus that hang out here each day! πŸ™‚
    Great insights, Timo, a bit of a reflection, but I it has a deeper sound when it comes from a person of your format and achievements.
    I’ve been ‘with’ Stratovarius all my youth πŸ™‚ Been recalling some songs just today actually! πŸ˜€
    And like I said today, I was beyond surprised when I checked Amadeus updates and found you on the album πŸ™‚ I got a bond with that band in a way:)

    Concerning Strato, we’ll always remember it only by good, no sht press can diminish band’s value, don’t even doubt that!

    Great thoughts for the coming 2013 πŸ™‚ I’ve cast out a bunch of posts already, telling how inspired and optimistic I feel about this coming year!
    In the end of the day, it’s a new era taking charge, so surely be prepared for NEW cool and unexpected things and projects to come!
    Cheers! Stay warm in Finland over the New Year’s! \m/

    • stop posting everywere, just ask for his phone number (that’s what u really want …..) πŸ™‚

  5. Nice words Timo! I felt the same about Symfonia and Strato… Anyway. Wish you have a great 2013, If you keep recording music, I will keep buying it, as usual. πŸ™‚ It would be nice to see you playing live, too. That’s a difficult one, I know. But I never lose hope. If there’s anything we can do from here to give you a hand, please let us know. πŸ™‚ All the best. Yours sincerely. AleMetal. Alejandro Carpintero. The real one. πŸ™‚

  6. There is no better place than this to say what I’m gonna say You now.
    Year 2013 is Your true comeback in great style and I must have prophet-like abilities, because I am simply sure that Your new project, epic metal opera, will be great success. With Your mastery and all these artists wide known for their outstanding skills participating in “The Land of New Hope” You are going to conquer power metal world and leave upcoming “Avantasia” and “Ayreon” far behind You.
    What else I can say? Great surprise and almost frenetical joy in Poland.

    Naviedzony

  7. Hi Timo! im one of your fans πŸ˜€
    I found this blog today, nice words!
    Good job in the music world, in all bands where you participated :
    I play guitar, I’d be like you one day, but I am far xD
    I’ve been practicing some songs of “twilight time”; “out of the shadows” and “hands of time”, I hope someday to have a band with which to play those songs
    i’ll read your book soon.

    I still can’t write in english very well, sorry

    Best wishes for this year 2013!

    Nelson Soto M.
    Santiago, Chile.

  8. Yes ,an as$^&le i am. I want to apologize to you for my last post. I think that is wrong to judge other people by what you think of them. I guess i had to explode someday πŸ™‚ . Stratovarius was my favorite band until u left. As a fan i thought in my mind that you would go on “forever”.i ‘ve seen you performing live twice and you were awesome, when we heard about your breaking here in greece with no particular reason announced, everyone thought that you are an as^%&le foe leaving the others on their own. From what i read there was a reason . anyway if the way that you live now satisfies you , then all the others (like me) should accept and respect your opinion because it s your life.

    really sorry !!!!

    p.s.
    i hope someday you’ll return for a reunion.
    Hope to see u performing live again.I’ll come backstage and tell you who i am so you can punch me in the face. πŸ™‚

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